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Blood orange night : my journey to the edge of madness / Melissa Bond.

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"From journalist and poet Melissa Bond, a gripping account of the author's addiction to benzodiazepines (a family of drugs that includes Xanax, Valium, Klonopin, Ativan) and the hidden dangers they pose. As Melissa mothers her infant daughter and a special-needs one-year-old son, she suffers from unbearable insomnia, sleeping an hour or less each night. She loses her job as a journalist (a casualty of the 2008 recession), and her relationship with her husband grows distant. Her doctor casually prescribes benzodiazepines with little fanfare, increasing her dosage on a regular basis. Following her doctor's orders, Melissa takes the pills night after night; her body begins to shut down and she collapses while holding her infant daughter. Only then does Melissa learn that her doctor-like many doctors-has over-prescribed the medication, and quitting cold-turkey could lead to psychosis or fatal seizure. Benzodiazepine addiction is not well studied, and few experts know how to help Melissa begin the months-long process of tapering off the pills without suffering debilitating, potentially deadly consequences. Lyrical and immersive, Blood Orange Night shine a light on the dark underside of benzodiazepines. According to the FDA, approximately 92 million benzodiazepine prescriptions were filled in the US in 2019. In 2018, half of all benzodiazepine prescriptions filled were for two months or longer, despite recommended use of no more than 14 days and evidence that physical dependence can occur within a week. Much like the opioid crisis that has rocked the nation, prescription benzodiazepine addiction is an epidemic reaching a crisis point"-- Provided by publisher.

Record details

  • ISBN: 9781982188276
  • ISBN: 1982188278
  • Physical Description: 269 pages ; 24 cm
  • Edition: First Gallery Books hardcover edition.
  • Publisher: New York : Gallery Books, 2022.
Subject: Bond, Melissa > Health.
Insomniacs > Biography.
Benzodiazepine abuse.
Insomnia > Psychological aspects.

Available copies

  • 10 of 12 copies available at Missouri Evergreen. (Show)
  • 1 of 1 copy available at Carthage Public.

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  • 0 current holds with 12 total copies.
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Carthage Public Library 616.86 B64b (Text) 34MO2001812895 Adult Nonfiction Available -

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Blood Orange Night : My Journey to the Edge of Madness
Blood Orange Night : My Journey to the Edge of Madness
by Bond, Melissa
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Table of Contents

Blood Orange Night : My Journey to the Edge of Madness

SectionSection DescriptionPage Number
Prefacep. xi
Part 1Insomnia
    ABC Wants to Knowp. 3
    His Heartp. 7
    Sting and the Radiant Boyp. 17
    Easter Egg Bluep. 23
    The Night Rises and Grows Palep. 31
    Scribbles on a Pagep. 45
Part 2The Book of Sleep
    Manicp. 53
    Blurp. 61
    Redemption and the Manga Chickp. 67
    Pool of the Pelvisp. 83
    Specimen Hazep. 95
    Slip V Slidep. 101
    Stage of the Bargainp. 109
    Into the Soft Airp. 115
Part 3Dr. Amazing
    "It's an Incredible Drug"p. 121
    The Lost Yearp. 129
    Cave-Inp. 139
    The Sky Is Failingp. 147
    "Kiss the Kids, I'm Sorry"p. 161
    Blazing Green with No Red in Sightp. 169
    Siberiap. 185
Part 4Great Balls of Fire
    Down by Fivep. 193
    Hunched and Cockyp. 203
    Five-Foot Dragonp. 213
    Giant Black Wall of Destructionp. 219
    Normalp. 225
    The Insomnia Tapesp. 231
    Benzos Don't Have Cleavagep. 247
    The Book of Wakingp. 253
    Metaphor of the Holesp. 257
Afterwordp. 263
Acknowledgmentsp. 267

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